Reflections...

Lately it seems like I have just been floating above my body, just watching everything and trying to take it all in. 2008 was a great year but ended up being a very trying year. I have always been on the other side of cancer so you just never expect it to happen to you or your family. When you get news like we did it really does change your life and the way you look at things. You really start taking one day at a time and enjoying the little things, you hold onto hugs a little longer and you never leave without saying "I Love You". So many things go through your mind, wonderful memories and hope that we will have the chance to make many more, but also the human side that is just plain scared. I know God is in control, I know He has a plan and I have TOTAL faith that he can bring healing. It's just so scary to think that He may have a very different plan. I have had friends go through this before and you never know what to say, I just always say "I am praying for you", but never feel like that's enough. What I have learned...it is. We have been surrounded by wonderful friends and family that are covering us in a blanket of prayer...we feel it. It is carrying us.